"Tales of a military girlfriend"
I'm Vanessa. I've made this blog as a sort of outlet. I've found the only good way I can express myself is through words. I'm just looking for a way to say what I have to say, and hope that in return it turns into something positive. I've spent the last few years on random travels but now have kind of settled and found the man of my dreams. =) My heart belongs to Alec. A soldier of the US Army, and he's everything I didn't know I wanted. 
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Alec: so as soon as we empty out our fridge…we’re going to hell. TRY THIS! NUTRILITE® Carb Blocker 2 - 90 Count
Block up to 500 calories per high-carb meal. Description NUTRILITE® Carb Blocker 2 lets you eat the foods you want.
Benefits
I just decided to purchase this from myself and try it out! A co-worker of mine had used it when her parents were doing Amway and she lost 20 LBS!!! I figured, why not??? IF IT DOESN’T WORK I CAN GET MY MONEY BACK. You can use the whole thing, and if it doesn’t work, just send it back! How awesome is that, right?? =) We have several other things to choose from: -Weight management - Home products - Artistry products (which are used by Miss America.) Roam the site from the link or go to, Me: Are you kidding me, your legs are as thick as your ass. So you have no ass.
Alec: No my thighs are just big!!
Me: NO. YOU HAVE NO ASS, YOUR LEGS ARE TOO SKINNY.
Alec: You can't make your ass bigger by working out, I can only make my legs thinner.
Me: ..........................................are you serious? You can make your ass bigger.
Alec: How?
Me: Squats...........lunges........
Alec: ....no you can't..
Me: ...............ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW?! YES YOU CAN. THAT HOW YOU DO IT.
Alec: HOW. HOW DO YOU KNOW THIS?
Me: FUCKING STUDIES, ARE YOU KIDDING ME.
Skipping meals or deciding not to eat today stunts your weight loss. It’s better to snack small and healthy throughout the day and have smaller meals and one bigger meal a day. Alec: Can we have spaghetti tonight? Me:….NO! Alec: Okay.. Me: I can’t. I just can’t. I’ve already eaten too much today. We can have it tomorrow. Monitoring my calories is running my life. Good. But not good for a hungry man who wants spaghetti. Tonight shall be salmon and mashed potatos. 
My friend is hosting a party about the 90 day fitness challenge. Kind of looking for some feedback on it. I can’t go cause I have to work so would like a human response from it lol. =3 This is who I am. And I will never be here again. <3 On to a better me. I always hear that I dont look as big as I really am. I want to actually BE what they think I am, and less. =) Talking to my ex today made me realize I’m better than I realize. I deserve to be happy about myself. Not just my life but MYSELF. So fuck this second guessing shit. I WILL be HEALTHIER. I WILL be more FIT. I will LOVE MY BODY. I finally got what I deserve in my life, so why don’t I deserve this too?? I guess I never felt worthy of the life I now live. But now I realize, I am good enough. Fuck the past. I’ll leave it behind along with this weight. Thanks you for another life lesson kiddo. I joined fitday.com to help me aid in trying to get down to 145 by the time Alec comes home on R&R by June. So about 40lbs. Thats doable right?? haha. 
My new shoes. Boo-ya. Wow. Looking that this photo my lower half of my legs seem more slimmed down than they used to be! Now all my fifty million pairs of stilettos will probably look even more awesome! =) <3 I’ve decided to start documenting my weight loss for the next year. This is the first batch. Ive been going to the gym about a month now. 
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